Thoughts to Myself (Prod. by Owen Hill Jr​.​)

from Small Town Kid, Big City Dreams by Siboh Nisoh

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Hook:

All I gotta do is lay lines over these tracks
Moving music hope my foundation doesn't crack
I'm greatfull to parents for everything I have
I hope that I am able to give back
And when I got money in my bank
Imma put that on my fam
Imma put that on my friends
When I'm we gone celebrate
Because You made me who I am

Verse 1:

I wanna be different,
But most of my songs sound the same,
Or feel like an imitation of someone whose already been

I keep saying imma blow up,
I just don't know when
But it's just a fantasy that I tend to create.
I just want to fulfill it

and put a smile on my dads face.
And have one person say that my musics great.
I wanna make a name for myself,
and tour 50 the states,
But I gotta do it by MyWay

Tempted to start conforming
my pride I will not swallow
My conscious getting drowned out
From sipping from that bottle

Insomniac
I feel like I'm always a wake,
a Prisoner of conscience,
I just want to go to sleep

being locked up in this mindset reminds me that
I do myself and forget the negative feedback

I wanna chill with the big names
So every second now
Imma be Putting every bit of my soul on this song
Right about now the verse has got to stop
My work wont So maybe You'll see me at the top

Hook:
All I gotta do is lay lines over these tracks
Moving music hope my foundation doesn't crack
I'm greatfull to parents for everything I have
I hope that I am able to give back
And when I got money in my bank
Imma put that on my fam
Imma put that on my friends
When I'm big we gone celebrate
Because You made me who I am

Verse 2:
I wanna be successful
I put my heart into it
Little kid living his big dreams
I know I gotta do it
Man i be moving weight
Pusha man, here's my music
Want my lines to be addictive
Take their minds and fucking lose em

Man it is so confusing
Man all this ish they doin
Man all of them feel like copies
Hope I don't follow suit and

I Just wanna make
my momma proud
And tour the like I gotta fucking crown

SOH you gotta zone in
And start facing your fears
all the doubters
Ran from em because they ain't prepared
I gotta keep moving I ain't staying down here
Put the work in so then I can one up
all my peers.
I'm competing with my daemons, got me chanting through my teeth and
Drowning my self in Chardonnay they got me fiendin
Keep going for gold and ain't gonna stop
So maybe in a few years you'll see me at the top

Hook:

All I gotta do is lay lines over these tracks
Moving music hope my foundation doesn't crack
I'm greatfull to parents for everything I have
I hope that I am able to give back
And when I got money in my bank
Imma put that on my fam
Imma put that on my friends
When I'm big we gone celebrate
Because You made me who I am

credits

from Small Town Kid, Big City Dreams, released May 29, 2014
Produced by Owen Hill Jr.
Written by Erik Van Hulse

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Siboh Nisoh Enumclaw, Washington

I'm a Hip-hop artist/ producer from the northwest Seattle area. Along side integrating genres such as, jazz, funk, soul, rock, and EDM, I also dabble in sampling from other sources like Anime, and video games. Hope you enjoy this music as much as I did making it. ... more

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